Successful, Single, and Saved

You know, it wasn't until my last post that I was able to see the ebbs and flows of transition in my life.  I know, it seems strange but I did not see it as a series of processes. Just one looooong one.  However, in gaining some perspective, I'm realizing that even foreshadowing does not keep me from have to still myself of for the onset of change.  Especially when the change involves the repositioning of people in my life.  For me, I let so few people really close to me that my spirit feels the stretch of the separation instantly.  Here's the difference this time around, I'm so much more invested in myself.   Yet, I cant be upset at the pulling away because it is happening for a reason.  Sometimes its to separate me from the drama of others and other times it's because I am too caught up in the lives of others that I allow myself to take a backseat in my own life. Honestly, being caught up in the drama of others is for the BIRDS.  I am conte...

In my life, transition always begins 1-2 years in advance. I'm realizing that transition happens in three phases.  They are Shifting , Shaking, and Setting .   In these phases, my spirit knows what is happening but I can't stop or catch my bearings in the midst. It's nerve wrecking really.  I usually have to ask God, multiple times "now, could we not have done that any smoother.. GEEZ."  I laugh about it now because I'm sure God's response is, "nope you would not have gotten to this point without that last phase, BS and all."   The following words were written, January of 2019. I was fresh into God Shifting things, people, places, MONEY in my life.  God knows this was a hard phase!!   Now, almost a year and a half later the Shifting part of the transition is has slowed but the shaking is beginning.  New City, New State, New Job, New Space, New revelation of calling.  This Shaking will reveal me to ME, in the form of assoc...